during weather for your care

How do I fix my dry skin?  during weather!

Turn down heat-hot water leeches moisture from your skin. Be sure your shower is warm but not scalding hot. Once you get out of shower, apply a thick lotion over and the put on a cotton robe to give your body sometime to absorb and look in moisture.

Drink up! your body is nourished from inside out, therefore it's key to ensure you are taking in slots of water throughout the day. if you don't drink enough water, your lips will chapped and your skiing will dry and break out acne. 

Make your make up "moisture": During the winter  months it's important update your break regimen.

 if you have particularly dry skin maybe use BB cream foundation and skip the powder or opt for cream blushes (I mix my moisturizer with my foundation or concealer which make the application smoother and helps to quench my skin if I'm on the go, ( I like to spitz some on my face to go. it's very hydrating.

The winter season is in full swing between harsh arctic winds and frigid temperature your skin is probably  suffer if you like me, you most likely anguishing over one or all of the flowing: dry, chapped,flaky skin, lucky there are a few simples remedies for this winter beauty woe here are few of my personal tips and ticks I turn to.



Love, Channy \m/_

what's your resolution 2014?

hello everyone!

I still counting down days left to christmas day coming soon, can't wait open the presents!!! also a lot soul food always so delicious!

I don't know what's inside in my presents! until Dec 25th I will tell u what is it?! ok hehe!

Can't believe next week is 2014!! Why time going SO fast??! I'm getting old every years, hehe! what's your resolution for 2014?

What will I do for 2014:

1. Make money and save for my life, traveling, house 
2. more exercise,yoga and be healthy happiness!
3. Try go back to college to finish my degree!
4. Catch up the movies and Tvs that I'm wayyyy behind
5. new chapter life in the different place
6. continue writing on Blogs and make video for Vlogs,song,etc.
7. make the bucket list and YOLO
8. ETC......

Now, how about you? I'm curious! share with ur resolution for 2014 then put here comments!

Love,Channy \m/_

Embrace your awkward years!

Embrace your awkward years

everyone has pic I want to hide from the world but awkward I say that cringe-y phase actually help you find confidence.

you want to talk about awkward years eh?
When I was growing up, my mom used to fix my hair (very ugly) really nerdy I hated the way it looked, but I never said that I wanted to grow up out of it be different and mature lady! why? I don't.
Even, I know one day while I was shopping with my mom, my mom always picked clothes for me and what she like but I dislike it, she don't know what I like or want this. I was mortified, but in all fairness, I have boobs, a pixie cut) was a little very skinny and wore glasses make me the target of a lot of teasing I channel my frustration and emotion into getting stronger in my personality always hyper and diva also talkative
I tried to reassure myself but hearing I looked like a skinny, Bone as tough a those awkward years were to deal with. Don't hate for saying this.
you do get something out of them while I was feeling self- conscious about my brace,zits,glasses, and my bad hair I started say yes to things. I would normally say no to in order to cope with my awkwardness. first I took ballet and hip-hop class taught by myself but I grow up with my family who love to dance reggae and hear music too. what l learn and look up to my mother always do that and I early really talent at it make m3 high- esteem and confidence. it was so fun that I don't care  after a few class, I realized I wasn't looking around the class to see If I looked cool like other girl i was dancing for me and I felt liked rock star or professional dance! when you're doing something that make you happy the awkardness just melt away. Since then I've tried ton of new things, Like book club, writing class etc, and surfing lesson etc. having interesting hobbies and experience give you a blogger life and they make all the little awkward moments where u feel less than beautiful, or like you don't fit in, matter less. when you try things that feed your soul, you discover new interesting and facts of your personality and they store your confidence in a way that a perfect smile or shiny never could. look, I'm not saying that everyday in a breeze. it can still tough. but I'm actually grateful for the times when I felt like I didn't fit in. without them . I might still be the girl who never feels pretty enough. Instead I;m the girl with big many personality attitude and have fun life.

love,Channy \m/_

Are you having a good hair day?

"Are you having a good hair day?"

everyone know that you hair can change your mood. good hair day=:) and bad hair =:(
but i think it goes deeper than that changing your hair can mark is a changing in  your life.

Each felt stuck in a rut, but when they switched up their hair, they instantly feel cooler, stronger freely, sexy,hottest, styles more like themselves.

Ever feel like you want to try something different buy everyone else want you to stay exactly the same? we've all had that moment when the way other see us doesn't match how we see ourselves, ( so what do your image to say ? I love my style look so phat!! get some hair inspiration.

I did get some hair inspiration Janelle monae by Pouf hairstyles

it's time for to shake thing up too and I'm letting you pick a new look for me every week like do with your hair  messy braid, low side pony. super sleek, fun top knot, edgy pony, chick up-do

My favorite line is the rock it your hair, is int the girl who is the under go a major image change herself.

Vote for your favorite hairstyles it and I'll rock the winning! myself but you'll have to join me: I want  you to give the looks a try too! ( your confidence hairstyle)

love, Channy \m/_

Spread the love for X-mas

Welcome to December!!!

I've make "wish" list for my christmas, what's at the very top of your wish list this year?
Maybe a cool studded leather or jacket? A killer pair of shoes and boots?  A luxe glittery lipgloss -stick or cosemtic stuff?
Just to imagine all those beautifully wrapped gifts and that warm-all-over feeling you'll get it when you unwrap the most perfect thing ever. But it's also pretty nice to think that you could give someone else that cuddle feeling or kissing under mistletoe.

Well recently I've been a lot hearing and reading on the newspaper about "paying it forward"  people can do like particularly at fast-food drive throughs, folks pull up pay for their own order and for the meal of the people in the car behind them. they drive away knowing that they made a strange melt a little heart and be happy.
The closet u wore or never wore clothes instead give away to people need clothes make their warm comfortable or make funderiser like be creative, help do with thing.
you deserve single luxury get it but it's just as a awesome to share little with the people around you for no other reason than you have a a lot of thing to give. And there's nothing bad about starting 2014 with some good and life too. "karma in the bank!" xoxo & hugs!

have u experience or sharing with us? show us some picture or spit it out! ( you know that you are the best hero and helper!)

Love, Channy \m/_    

Traumarama!

Everyone had has humiliation moments!!!

"Class Act"

I was only deaf in the mainstream class, sitting in the class after lunch and could feel a burp out coming on. The teacher was can hear in the middle of a pre- final exam question, So I was trying desperately to hold it back. But next thing I knew, it just came out, and it was loudly than I'd expected everyone was looking at me. So I said " excuse me" in the most girly and cute "voice" sign language I could, but The Guys still made fun of me  of it.

that's so embrassment. Have you had humiliation moments share with us?....


Love, Channy \m/_

Protect my dogs

I'm a huge an animal lover and it make me so sad to see homeless animal suffering since animals can't speak up for themselves. it's our jobs to be protect them. That's why I've been supporting, people for ethical treatment of animals peta for past four years. it all started with me simply go to Peta.Org
and writing in the comment box that I wanted help. Then Peta contracted with me with a list of campaigns I could join, There are so many ways to help. you can use the Facebook,twitters,other accounts to encourage people to bring stray to animals shelter where they'll be cared for properly or u can adopt them like I did it!

I love my dogs! Yorkshire terrier girl is 1 years old and her name is Leah  and chihuahua boy is 4 years old and his name is little wayne.

Love,Channy \m/_

My Employee of Year Award: 2013 Corporate Partner of the Year Award: CASO, Inc., NYC

Hello Everyone!

I'm excited to share with you!! when u see this youtube on my name "Chantal St.Clair" 

I am extremely honored to be the Employee of year Award from NYSID and I am truly grateful for the recognition that I have received for my work because I am sure that every other nominee for this award is as deserving of winning as I am.

I have faced several challenges on my way here, but each has only strengthened me to make of me the person I am today; a hard worker and someone who knows exactly what she wants. I am very grateful for the opportunities I have gotten through Fedcap, because it’s hard for people with disabilities, especially hard of hearing and deaf to be able to gain employment on their own, Fedcap opened he way for me to be employed.

I sincerely thank every one of you for helping me to accomplish this award which is one of my greatest achievements. I will continue working hard and showing others that hard work always pays off.

Thank you all so very much

Love, Channy \m/_

NYSID Award-Winning New Yorkers With Disabilities!

Hey Everyone!

I wanted to share with you that when you see my name on youtube "Chantal St.Clair employee of year"

I did went to award ceremony and speeches for my recognition award also I sincerely thank every one of you for helping me to accomplish this award. ( I was nervous to speak my speech on stage!)  

I can't believe that I did it and proud of what I did hard work so far. 

Love,Channy _\m/ 

who can read this ?

Hello everyone!

I'm sorry about that I haven't write on blogger therefore I've been busy with school and work sighs!

Now I like to show you and share with you that hope u will learn new sign and if can u read
and answer this.
 Hope you will figure out if not, then I will tell u okay

it's fingerspelling sign language.

love, channy \m/_

Hello everyone!

That's fact! I'm proud to be deaf and DEAF can do anything except hear!

Love,Channy \m/_

"Judge me"

I found my old notebook when I was in high school and used bully then I decide write my poem that make me feel to speak up to anyone who used bully on people. Also I decide to expressing on my feeling and share with you.

my poem is

Judge me think twice you better think again....

I am what I am....

 Either you like me or not.....

I not  asking you to ......

I mind business.....

Here's a challenge.....

Don't you do that same.....


Love, Channy \m/_

Find your magic fragrance.

Find your magic fragrance!

Experience a great scent take your senses on a tour of Modern, Classic and new fragrance

1) Did you know?

To make your scent last all day. Start in the morning with the shower gel and lotion refresh midday with spitz of fragrance.

2) Did you know?

If you keep fragrance tightly copped in a coal, dark spot, you'll prevent evaportation and changes in the notes.

3) Because fragrance rises, try apply it neck behind your kneel and insides your elbow for a lasting impressions

4) Spritz your fragrance in the air and walk through for even coverage and instant drying.


Love, Channy _\m/

Secret for Club or Parties

1) Secret for P-Milk

Motto " the Bigger the bag, the better"
When you going to parties,Clubs,Event, take place in your "P-MILK", so you just bring or want the necessities AkA "P-Milk"= (Phone, Money,ID,Lipgloss,and Keys)
It's all you need for a night out! whooie!!

2) Secret for you need to

You'll walk to everywhere, it can take 20 min or more to walk across everywhere,
so, I rock flat, cute sneaker,sandal, or flip when you wear heels, I  throw flip-flop in my bag just CASE!

Love, Channy \m/_

be the perfect Wingwoman!

"Be the perfect wingwoman"

use these trick to help your friends social with guys.

1. Make a game plan

The whole idea of using wing-woman it to meet guys without seeming like you'r trying. So first you'll make an introduction  for your friend, the let her or him do the same for you!. At part, stake out, a spot near big traffic area (like the kitchen or the pool table) where a ton of cuties filter though. 

2. pick out guy 

It's easiest to chat with guys standing around the perimeter of the room where people stand when they're waiting for something to happen. Avoid any guys engrossed in the TV or Xbox game

( you'll never get his attention) or with a big group ( his friends you're not flirting with might get bond and bug him leave)

3.Make your approach

When your friend sets her eye on someone lead the way and talk first since you're not into him. it's nerve racking to make the first move. " say, you're  in mrs. mowrey's  fifth period class? haven't you met my friend?" "awesome" wings don't need to know dude to make an introduction.

4.Get out of here

After jump start the conversation stick around for one a mintue or two just long enough to throw out a few juicy nuggets of information about her or him ( she's a pro at getting backstage at concert" There was this one time) your job is set her up with a cool story. then spilt while the guy is 100 percent focus each other 

5. Time an interruption

After they're chatted for about 10 minute enough time  to build to flirty  rapport , go  back to them with graceful reason why  you both need to leave ( keeps texting - I told her w're on our hight notes so, he'll want to follow up for sure.

wingweapon : paper & pen

It can be too bold give out your own number phone but wing woman can help you in casual way:

"we've got take off but give me your number so I don't feel bad ending the conversation! 

My secret move: have an exit plan!

sometime meeting a guy is the most fun part but you don't want to get stuck in a long conversation if he turns out to be a dud. So before you head out. pick a secret signal (like touch your nose)  that you can flash if you need your friend to save you. It also helps to think up some good excuses in advance (lauren just got here let's go say hi!) Wingwoman always have an escape route!


Love,Channy _\m/

My Vacation is in Japan!

I've always missed it and  I didn't even realize it was happened in 2009 that's fast years I went to Nagoya then Tokyo in Japan. I was arrived at international airport and it's so different country. It's my first time to ride train called "button train"like exactly Acela train, toward to Tokyo station, I saw the whole city was covered in rosy blooms, some falling onto the ground like pink snow. I'd arrived during the week of cherry-blossom season and it is a total surprise.
Although I came to visited to my brother's college in Nagoya for exchange students studies international languages, the city looked so incredible beautiful that I extended the trip into a vacation. I stayed at the Inn hotel and I went to Shibuya where people crowed and the cool Japanese teens hangout out there; like it's like Times Square meets the East Villages. That's the thing about Tokyo also juxtaposition of modern skyscrapers and street with a small town feel and there are pockets with little temples, shops, and local food stands ( I ate almost all my meals on the street: my favorite snack is pop candles and taiyaki.) then a subway stop away when you'll see cutting-edge architecture, like the Prada building and other too. there's an electronic district full of gadget and vending machines that dispense everything from gourmet food to socks and all the machines talk! I can't hear either (laughing)
People really have a way of mixing prints and colors, and I always feel underdressed when I'm there. In Harajuki where you'll see the girls in head to toe Victorian costumes and wigs. I bought present for myself and my friends at the toy Shop Kiddy Land. I end up coming up back with an extra suitcase. In fact, almost all stores carry suitcases for that exact purpose.
I went tours to the Toyota Car Museum,Sony,Shibuya Mall also Aquarium  etc!. There is so amazing tours for my first time travel in Japan, also that's wonderful have experience for me been in Japan

Someday I'll go visiting there again!!!!!!!


Love,Channy \m/_

Score confidence with your crew!

Your BFFs should make you feel awesome, not self-conscious! here,

tip to give your friend support- straight from surfer besties!

Pick a cute swimsuit, later on some self and get ready for crazy delicious fun! over for the next three months.

My girls help me......

- stop the complain chain

-get a little perspective

-roll with what I've got

-cut (most of) the crap

I'll complain to my BFFs about my body started to change that I used hate them and would tell my friends " ugh I wish blahs or I don't like this"just like that we're started picking our bodies apart too finally we're laughing and realize said " wait, why are we doing this and complained about this?".

Now we try not let negativity take over, but if one of us is feeling bad about herself  and they'd be like " Are you crazy??"you're beautiful and embrace your body" I guess they're right. I realize that I'm very lucky have true BFFs around me and be honest, respecting their bodies so am I too. 

we're photographed in bikinis all the time but we remind love each other that we've all got we feel insecure about that! which makes it easier to accept the little things and make more confident!.

Love,Channy \m/_

what happens in space?

My poem is 

"what happens in space?"

You put a smile upon my face

Thinking of you puts me in space,

Head spinning, heart thumping,

It’s like riding a roller coaster

We started talking out of nowhere

It’s like you popped out from a toaster

We talk about nothing all day long

And I still feel that we belong

Things just seem to flow,

But still I wish to go slow

I want to know more about you

Before we become a two

Love,Channy \m/_

How I found bikini peace on summer

*Hang up happen, steal these tricks to feel good in your suit*

When I was teenager, I used to stand in the front of the mirror wishing I looked more like Tyra Banks or Christina Milian with her perfect body with her curves shape and perfect big boobs.
But had mark birth on my left arm and african American complexions also being skinny, I felt like I didn't belong. I was literally uncomfortable in my own skin! I would cover up so I wouldn't  get tan and stick out more. After a sumer of missing out I  started posting sticky notes on my mirror in my room said "you're beautiful", hoping that it would sink in.

A year later, I found photo from that summer and it hit me: what had I been so afraid of? I saw a unique girl who had no business being miserable while her friends were having fun. those photos are now remember of how important it is TO STOP PICKING YOURSELF APART and TO EMBRACE WHO ARE YOU!

HERE'S MY PICTURE OF 2012:

Recently I went to Las Vegas in 2012 and enjoy my bikini peace on my summer! I love it!

Love,Channy_\m/

Dinair Airbrushing kit

Dinair Review

• New secret weapon
• I have a secret now,when I do make up
• I look a celebrity, I put make up and it's perfects
• Get whole new level of confidence
• This is my new secret weapon for make up business
• A look photo read everyday
• A perfect finish for your skin, it's not heavy, 
• It's not shiny
• Dinar feel lights, not like wearing a lot of make up, it just give you a flawless
• I did all make up with my airbrushing and it's just my second day
• See how easy it is for beginners
• The most important thing is you're not transferring bacteria from a brush to your face
• No need to touch your face, make up all goes on with air "amazing endless possibilities"
• Doesn't move, doesn't rub off , not even on your clothing
• Dinair's glamour make is so long last it stays on all-day, finish 
• You get a really soft, my skin love it.

 I love the result Dinair Airbrushing's make up give me glamour and flawless!, found Dinair to be the most friendly user and cost effective airbrush solution and using Dinar for foundation and blush everyday and sometime for eyeshadow. Make up routine take about few min of time or hours and clean up is a easy as spray out excess make up, adding a few drop of clean and her airbrushing is ready for next day!
I been have acne and dark spot since I've struggle with many different brand foundation always break out on my face until I decide try on Dinair airbrush kit, it's amazing! also not make break out  from Dinair and feel natural  there is hard to describe how I feeling about that? I love it.

here's my comment is " I absolutely positively end love my airbrushing kit from Dinair, It's like nothing I've ever tried before I've believe how simple and easy it would be to apply my own airbrush make up"

Love,Channy _\m/

check out on www.Dinair.com and hope enjoy and like it.... good luck with your Dinair airbrush kit!!

Why I love being a black woman

I  decide to wrote my own poem and express it

My poem is

Being a black woman allow me to be me

Society won't dictate or define my beauty

I know who i am

I'm bold, beautiful and black

I'm free

I don't have to look like anyone else

I see

I'm happy being me

My hair is chemical-free I wear my hair in natural, ponytail or an afro

I'm a woman on the go

I don't shave my legs

God put it there with love and care

I love everything about blackness from head to toes

our money says " in the we trust".

God created me know how he wanted me to be

whole and complete from the crown of my head to the sole of my feet he didn't make any mistakes.

when we look in the mirrors

we should embrace the beautiful woman we see.

Love,Channy _\m/

Inside

My poem is

"Inside"

Bottle up inside are the word I never said,
The feeling that I hide the lines you never read.

You can see it in my eyes
Read in on my face
Trapped inside are lies of the past I can't replaces.

With memories that linger won't seem to go away
Today's brand - new day
Yesterday are over
Even though the hurting's not nothing last forever
I must cherish what I've got
Don't take my love granted,

For soon it will be gone.
all you ever wanted of the love thought you'd won
The hurt I'm feeling now won't disappear overnight
But someday. somehow everything will turn out all right
No more wishing for the past. It wasn't meant to be,
It didn't seem to last so I have to set free.

Love,Channy \m/_

Real Woman

I did write my own song by myself about expressing being of woman also it's about reputation for general woman to be real strong,self-esteem, pride, include who are you!. I hope you enjoy and watch this video and like it winks!!


There is ASL Video and My lyric here:

Strong black
Beautiful woman
Laid back
I got your back
I'm a real woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Looking in the mirror
Embracing all of me
Never did this before
Took me sometime
To be

The woman I've become
Giving more to myself
Almost lost my soul
Trying please somebody else

All my curves I embrace
Love the color of my skin
So much bigger than that
I love the person with thing
And I ain't had a joy in the while
Can you see it in my smile
Did you notice that
I know this -I'm woman

Strong black
Beautiful woman
Laid back
I got your back
I'm a real woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Got my walk back
Keep hair looking, right
No longer insecure
Found the love of my life
Adding more to me
got my reason to live
Keep faith
I got so much to give

All my curves I embrace
Love the color of my skin
So much bigger than that
I love the person within
And I ain't had no joy in the while
Can you see it in my smile
Did you notice
that I know this -I'm a woman

Strong black
Beautiful woman
Laid back
I got your back
I'm a real woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Thanks for watching!

Love,Channy \m/_

"I don't care"- 2ne1 (ASL Video)

 I decide to make music video for deaf community and sign language also "I don't care" by 2ne1 from Korea. I love this song so far remind me that I have hard time with guys and don't care about himself. I hope you enjoy my video and like it.

Thanks for watching!

Love,Channy \m/_

In loving memory of

In loving memory of my father, Paris! 

When I grew up without no father only I have single mom until she found new man in her life and remarried with man who did replace to be my step father. There is addition family and I have younger brother  It's joy and happiness family so far.

He was good handsome man, army, humor of sense, love to dance, confidence spoken, intelligent, love to care people to cherish. I'm happy have a father in my life.....

We love you and miss you and you will always be with us in our hearts

 Love, Channy \m/_

Good Grief

If someone you know dies, you usually have to let yourself hurt to heal. Here's help sorting through all of those feeling.

What to Expect:
"That day"

There's no "right"way to feeling when you get such bad news- you may suddenly sob, but you may also feel shock or numbness. It take some people a little longer to process a death and that's okay.

"The Funeral"

You're hurting and so is everyone around you at the funeral. But when you're all together, honoring the person you lost and allowing yourself to experience all the painful emotions. It actually begins the process that will ultimately make things better.

"The week that follow"

You may already mostly healed but for others, it take longer you might not be able to concentrate in yourself at the class, work or home. You might flip out on friends or anybody for no reason you might even have physical symptoms, like shortness of breath, or trouble sleeping anger, confusion, resentment of those who aren't suffering like you are- it's normal, so be patients with yourself and at this stage.

"A few month later"

Most people still miss the person terribly but the crushing griefs symptoms start to let up so if you're still distracted by your loss on a daily basis it may be time to talk to counselor, therapy or physcologist  who can help you figure out ways to go on living without feeling guilty about it.

"The future"

Even though you're moved on, you'll still be hit with a flash of grief everyone and again. When that happen, yourself time to look at photo or listen and cry- and ignore the people who say. "You should be over it by now" because that's just not true!.

How to deal  with yourself:

• honor the person
• express your emotions
• take action.

what do you say to your friend, relative? keep it simple is best tell them I know I can't truly understand how you're feeling but I'm sorry is that it gets better for your loss, and I hope.

In memory of my father and my friends are recently pass away rest in heaven. @ 2012-2013

thank you for good memories with me. I truly miss them so much tears! \m/_

Love,Channy \m/_

"UGLY"

My poem is 

Being ugly means to be different.

It means to feel good about yourself.

Ugly means,

Being daring.

Just because your not pretty,

Doesn't mean you have to stay in your shell.

Get up and out,

Go show yourself.

It's ok to be ugly.

Love,Channy \m/_

"Be who are you, what you feel and say" 

"deaf people shall not marry each other"

[There was a young deaf couple in their wedding clothes. Alexander Graham Bell was standing next to the couple. AG Bell was holding a big paper titled “1884 – ‘Memoir Upon the Formation of a Deaf Variety of the Human Race’ – A. G. Bell.” AG Bell angrily shouted, “YOU DEAF PEOPLE SHALL NOT MARRY EACH OTHER!” The deaf couple defiantly ‘flipped off’ AG Bell, but they ‘flipped off’ with their ring fingers (with wedding bands) instead of their middle fingers.] 

I was horrified to find out that Alexander Graham Bell actually published a paper titled “Memoir Upon the Formation of a Deaf Variety of the Human Race,” in which he basically suggested that deaf people should not marry each other. 

Bell wrote: "Those who believe as I do, that the production of a defective race of human beings would be a great calamity to the world, will examine carefully the causes that lead to the intermarriage of the deaf with the object of applying a remedy.” His suggestions on how to stop marriages amongst deaf people were: “(1) Determine the causes that promotes intermarriages among the deaf and dumb; and (2) remove them.” *

Bell even went as far as saying this to deaf audience in 1891: “I am sure that there is no one among the deaf who desires to have his affliction handed down to his children” and he “promoted marriage with a hearing partner so that the undesirable ‘blood is diluted’ by ‘admixture with normal blood’ I cannot imagine how livid the deaf community must have been.

Of course, the angered deaf community and advocates placed so much pressure and criticism on Bell that Bell decided to have Dr. Edward Allen Fay do a study on deaf marriages. As a result, Fay found out that about 10% of deaf parents had deaf children That rendered Bell’s arguments to be invalid. Still, Bell had already done so much irreversible damages to the deaf community. (Not to mention his stance on supporting Oralism, on focusing on destroying ASL, deaf clubs, deaf schools, and many more)

I cannot imagine what it was like for deaf people at that time period. I am sure that many of deaf people’s family relatives were persuaded by Bell’s words against deaf marriages. As a result, deaf people suffered pressures from their family relatives to NOT marry their deaf partner, to marry a hearing partner instead. It is possible that, thanks to Bell, some deaf people were prevented from marrying (deaf) ones they truly do love. That is why my heart goes out to supporting same-sex marriages nowadays. Nobody deserves to be denied from marrying the ones they truly love. Nobody.

Love,Channy \m/_

Love of Signing

Today is Valentine's day. Able to communicate of love and to help return the day it's message of love and caring. 

1. Spoken and written words are both powerful, but the signed words are also a great way  to communicate. With this photo, you can learn how to Tell your loved one " I Love You" in American Sign Language.

Happy Valentine's Day

hope you enjoy your day xoxo

Love, Channy \m/_

It's good to be Deaf

It's good to be Deaf Because.....

1. I may not hear you, but I probably don't want to either.
2. My communication is sound proof.
3. I'm able to communicate across a crowed stadium.
4. I'm able to communicate underwater.
5. my sign language is most beautiful in the world!
6. I'm able to avoid boring lectures and speeches.
7. I don't have to hear all the hateful things people say.
8. I'm able to sign " I love you" with one hand "\m/_".
9. I'm able to move my theatre seat front for interpreting.
10. Many people want to learn my language.

   Love, Channy \m/_

      

                                                                      

A letter to me

I can't believe that I found my old journals therefore did read journals, tell myself my teenager self what I wished for and what you can learn from my hard times.

Dear Chantal,

        Don't worry about being an outsider. You work so hard to be friends with girls who don't want to be around you. But don't EVER shape who you are for them. You wonder if  people always are right they say you're not skilled,talented,successful and that you  should give up your "DREAM" and goals. But you have to around yourself with people who respect, are honest with you, and support your goals.
       When things get tough, just remember that THIS IS A NECESSARY CHAPTER IN YOUR LIFE THAT'S UNFOLDING EXACTLY AS IT SHOULD. Someday you'll be living your dream but will still hear "NO" and you' ll still have to work hard and constantly prove yourself be successful. But you can't let someone else's "NO" define you, and you can't depend on one person or thing to make you happy. It's YOUR opinion of yourself that matters it makes you who are you.


                                                                                        Love,Me \m/_

P.S. One last bit of advice: keep a journal and writing continue it 's help you understand yourself feel better and what you want out of life.  


*Deaf can do anything Except hear* that's me!

Trivia Question: How to tell your lashes as your personality?

How to tell your lashes as your personality? (Mascara on!)

1. if your lashes thicken :  you are SeXy 
2. if your lashes length :    you are Diva
3. if your lashes natural:    you are Active
4. if your lashes curl:         you are Cool

So, I'm curious which one is your personality? 

Love, Channy \m/_ 

"I'm different"

my poem is

You're saying....

I'm different than you, mom

I'm different than my old friend, everyone

I wish I had best friend but my best friend who understand me that who I am

I'm unique different person that you're saying

I'm proud of who I am and where I'm coming from


Love,Channy \m/_

Copyright 2013 @(O_O)@

Get Killer Confidence!

1. I feel my best when I'm wearing dress up because they're just more comfortable to wear.
2.  The person I look up to the most is My mother always gave me the best piece of advice I ever received to mature, growing self esteem, be strong,proud to be deaf,wise also diva attitude because Life is doesn't owe me anything.
3. I'm not afraid to do something insane and make fun of myself.
4. when I wake up I feel the most confident, because I have no make up on, I'm in Pajamas and If I have friends come over, I don't care what I look, I have bad day to look horrible so I always messy nappy hair leave on and I think that the more natural, the better for me.
5. to be really mean and sarcastic flirt to boys. Boy like it when You're mean and that's what I'm best at.
6. I don't let a lot of people in  and be my very close friends because I'm more of  person if I don't know you, I try make new friend and get know to you but If I know you, I'm the most outgoing and talkative person ever. 
7. To stay grounded, just to love yourself and to love your body, because you're beautiful the way you are.
8. Now I'm just completely and really true to myself.

What's your killer confidence? .....

" To be truly confidence is to know that you're comfortable with you"

Love,Channy \m/_

Confidence Boost

Makeup give you a confidence boost, why you should try it too!

You know how you wake up and start getting ready like you're on autopilot? I do it first, my dress have to be perfect and more comfortable, look so good also sexy. Second my hair had to be perfect and I make sure our make up is right but when I started wondering why I feel the need to look so flawless: it is for me? is it for people I weren't sure, so we decided to do a little experiment. For a whole week at first my brain was racing,worrying that everyone was picking me apart.(did he see that pimple? is she judging me for my make up?  but something crazy happened as the day went on, I didn't get a single comment or weird look. Nothing seemed to change! and as the week went by, I realize that when I wasn't stressing about refreshing my lipstick, I could be totally tuned in to my friends and what was going on around me. It was almost like I had more energy when the pressure to look perfect was lifted. Don't get me wrong, I still  love to get make up, but now I actually feel my most confident with just a bit of blush and a dab of lip gloss. There's something so cool about walking out the door knowing that I'm accepting myself 100 percent before anyone else even has a chance to judge me.

Love, Channy \m/_