Embrace your awkward years!

Embrace your awkward years

everyone has pic I want to hide from the world but awkward I say that cringe-y phase actually help you find confidence.

you want to talk about awkward years eh?
When I was growing up, my mom used to fix my hair (very ugly) really nerdy I hated the way it looked, but I never said that I wanted to grow up out of it be different and mature lady! why? I don't.
Even, I know one day while I was shopping with my mom, my mom always picked clothes for me and what she like but I dislike it, she don't know what I like or want this. I was mortified, but in all fairness, I have boobs, a pixie cut) was a little very skinny and wore glasses make me the target of a lot of teasing I channel my frustration and emotion into getting stronger in my personality always hyper and diva also talkative
I tried to reassure myself but hearing I looked like a skinny, Bone as tough a those awkward years were to deal with. Don't hate for saying this.
you do get something out of them while I was feeling self- conscious about my brace,zits,glasses, and my bad hair I started say yes to things. I would normally say no to in order to cope with my awkwardness. first I took ballet and hip-hop class taught by myself but I grow up with my family who love to dance reggae and hear music too. what l learn and look up to my mother always do that and I early really talent at it make m3 high- esteem and confidence. it was so fun that I don't care  after a few class, I realized I wasn't looking around the class to see If I looked cool like other girl i was dancing for me and I felt liked rock star or professional dance! when you're doing something that make you happy the awkardness just melt away. Since then I've tried ton of new things, Like book club, writing class etc, and surfing lesson etc. having interesting hobbies and experience give you a blogger life and they make all the little awkward moments where u feel less than beautiful, or like you don't fit in, matter less. when you try things that feed your soul, you discover new interesting and facts of your personality and they store your confidence in a way that a perfect smile or shiny never could. look, I'm not saying that everyday in a breeze. it can still tough. but I'm actually grateful for the times when I felt like I didn't fit in. without them . I might still be the girl who never feels pretty enough. Instead I;m the girl with big many personality attitude and have fun life.

love,Channy \m/_