Embrace your awkward years!

Embrace your awkward years

everyone has pic I want to hide from the world but awkward I say that cringe-y phase actually help you find confidence.

you want to talk about awkward years eh?
When I was growing up, my mom used to fix my hair (very ugly) really nerdy I hated the way it looked, but I never said that I wanted to grow up out of it be different and mature lady! why? I don't.
Even, I know one day while I was shopping with my mom, my mom always picked clothes for me and what she like but I dislike it, she don't know what I like or want this. I was mortified, but in all fairness, I have boobs, a pixie cut) was a little very skinny and wore glasses make me the target of a lot of teasing I channel my frustration and emotion into getting stronger in my personality always hyper and diva also talkative
I tried to reassure myself but hearing I looked like a skinny, Bone as tough a those awkward years were to deal with. Don't hate for saying this.
you do get something out of them while I was feeling self- conscious about my brace,zits,glasses, and my bad hair I started say yes to things. I would normally say no to in order to cope with my awkwardness. first I took ballet and hip-hop class taught by myself but I grow up with my family who love to dance reggae and hear music too. what l learn and look up to my mother always do that and I early really talent at it make m3 high- esteem and confidence. it was so fun that I don't care  after a few class, I realized I wasn't looking around the class to see If I looked cool like other girl i was dancing for me and I felt liked rock star or professional dance! when you're doing something that make you happy the awkardness just melt away. Since then I've tried ton of new things, Like book club, writing class etc, and surfing lesson etc. having interesting hobbies and experience give you a blogger life and they make all the little awkward moments where u feel less than beautiful, or like you don't fit in, matter less. when you try things that feed your soul, you discover new interesting and facts of your personality and they store your confidence in a way that a perfect smile or shiny never could. look, I'm not saying that everyday in a breeze. it can still tough. but I'm actually grateful for the times when I felt like I didn't fit in. without them . I might still be the girl who never feels pretty enough. Instead I;m the girl with big many personality attitude and have fun life.

love,Channy \m/_

Are you having a good hair day?

"Are you having a good hair day?"

everyone know that you hair can change your mood. good hair day=:) and bad hair =:(
but i think it goes deeper than that changing your hair can mark is a changing in  your life.

Each felt stuck in a rut, but when they switched up their hair, they instantly feel cooler, stronger freely, sexy,hottest, styles more like themselves.

Ever feel like you want to try something different buy everyone else want you to stay exactly the same? we've all had that moment when the way other see us doesn't match how we see ourselves, ( so what do your image to say ? I love my style look so phat!! get some hair inspiration.

I did get some hair inspiration Janelle monae by Pouf hairstyles

it's time for to shake thing up too and I'm letting you pick a new look for me every week like do with your hair  messy braid, low side pony. super sleek, fun top knot, edgy pony, chick up-do

My favorite line is the rock it your hair, is int the girl who is the under go a major image change herself.

Vote for your favorite hairstyles it and I'll rock the winning! myself but you'll have to join me: I want  you to give the looks a try too! ( your confidence hairstyle)

love, Channy \m/_

Spread the love for X-mas

Welcome to December!!!

I've make "wish" list for my christmas, what's at the very top of your wish list this year?
Maybe a cool studded leather or jacket? A killer pair of shoes and boots?  A luxe glittery lipgloss -stick or cosemtic stuff?
Just to imagine all those beautifully wrapped gifts and that warm-all-over feeling you'll get it when you unwrap the most perfect thing ever. But it's also pretty nice to think that you could give someone else that cuddle feeling or kissing under mistletoe.

Well recently I've been a lot hearing and reading on the newspaper about "paying it forward"  people can do like particularly at fast-food drive throughs, folks pull up pay for their own order and for the meal of the people in the car behind them. they drive away knowing that they made a strange melt a little heart and be happy.
The closet u wore or never wore clothes instead give away to people need clothes make their warm comfortable or make funderiser like be creative, help do with thing.
you deserve single luxury get it but it's just as a awesome to share little with the people around you for no other reason than you have a a lot of thing to give. And there's nothing bad about starting 2014 with some good and life too. "karma in the bank!" xoxo & hugs!

have u experience or sharing with us? show us some picture or spit it out! ( you know that you are the best hero and helper!)

Love, Channy \m/_    

Traumarama!

Everyone had has humiliation moments!!!

"Class Act"

I was only deaf in the mainstream class, sitting in the class after lunch and could feel a burp out coming on. The teacher was can hear in the middle of a pre- final exam question, So I was trying desperately to hold it back. But next thing I knew, it just came out, and it was loudly than I'd expected everyone was looking at me. So I said " excuse me" in the most girly and cute "voice" sign language I could, but The Guys still made fun of me  of it.

that's so embrassment. Have you had humiliation moments share with us?....


Love, Channy \m/_

Protect my dogs

I'm a huge an animal lover and it make me so sad to see homeless animal suffering since animals can't speak up for themselves. it's our jobs to be protect them. That's why I've been supporting, people for ethical treatment of animals peta for past four years. it all started with me simply go to Peta.Org
and writing in the comment box that I wanted help. Then Peta contracted with me with a list of campaigns I could join, There are so many ways to help. you can use the Facebook,twitters,other accounts to encourage people to bring stray to animals shelter where they'll be cared for properly or u can adopt them like I did it!

I love my dogs! Yorkshire terrier girl is 1 years old and her name is Leah  and chihuahua boy is 4 years old and his name is little wayne.

Love,Channy \m/_

My Employee of Year Award: 2013 Corporate Partner of the Year Award: CASO, Inc., NYC

Hello Everyone!

I'm excited to share with you!! when u see this youtube on my name "Chantal St.Clair" 

I am extremely honored to be the Employee of year Award from NYSID and I am truly grateful for the recognition that I have received for my work because I am sure that every other nominee for this award is as deserving of winning as I am.

I have faced several challenges on my way here, but each has only strengthened me to make of me the person I am today; a hard worker and someone who knows exactly what she wants. I am very grateful for the opportunities I have gotten through Fedcap, because it’s hard for people with disabilities, especially hard of hearing and deaf to be able to gain employment on their own, Fedcap opened he way for me to be employed.

I sincerely thank every one of you for helping me to accomplish this award which is one of my greatest achievements. I will continue working hard and showing others that hard work always pays off.

Thank you all so very much

Love, Channy \m/_

NYSID Award-Winning New Yorkers With Disabilities!

Hey Everyone!

I wanted to share with you that when you see my name on youtube "Chantal St.Clair employee of year"

I did went to award ceremony and speeches for my recognition award also I sincerely thank every one of you for helping me to accomplish this award. ( I was nervous to speak my speech on stage!)  

I can't believe that I did it and proud of what I did hard work so far. 

Love,Channy _\m/