Inside

My poem is

"Inside"

Bottle up inside are the word I never said,
The feeling that I hide the lines you never read.

You can see it in my eyes
Read in on my face
Trapped inside are lies of the past I can't replaces.

With memories that linger won't seem to go away
Today's brand - new day
Yesterday are over
Even though the hurting's not nothing last forever
I must cherish what I've got
Don't take my love granted,

For soon it will be gone.
all you ever wanted of the love thought you'd won
The hurt I'm feeling now won't disappear overnight
But someday. somehow everything will turn out all right
No more wishing for the past. It wasn't meant to be,
It didn't seem to last so I have to set free.

Love,Channy \m/_

Real Woman

I did write my own song by myself about expressing being of woman also it's about reputation for general woman to be real strong,self-esteem, pride, include who are you!. I hope you enjoy and watch this video and like it winks!!


There is ASL Video and My lyric here:

Strong black
Beautiful woman
Laid back
I got your back
I'm a real woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Looking in the mirror
Embracing all of me
Never did this before
Took me sometime
To be

The woman I've become
Giving more to myself
Almost lost my soul
Trying please somebody else

All my curves I embrace
Love the color of my skin
So much bigger than that
I love the person with thing
And I ain't had a joy in the while
Can you see it in my smile
Did you notice that
I know this -I'm woman

Strong black
Beautiful woman
Laid back
I got your back
I'm a real woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Got my walk back
Keep hair looking, right
No longer insecure
Found the love of my life
Adding more to me
got my reason to live
Keep faith
I got so much to give

All my curves I embrace
Love the color of my skin
So much bigger than that
I love the person within
And I ain't had no joy in the while
Can you see it in my smile
Did you notice
that I know this -I'm a woman

Strong black
Beautiful woman
Laid back
I got your back
I'm a real woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Thanks for watching!

Love,Channy \m/_

"I don't care"- 2ne1 (ASL Video)

 I decide to make music video for deaf community and sign language also "I don't care" by 2ne1 from Korea. I love this song so far remind me that I have hard time with guys and don't care about himself. I hope you enjoy my video and like it.

Thanks for watching!

Love,Channy \m/_

In loving memory of

In loving memory of my father, Paris! 

When I grew up without no father only I have single mom until she found new man in her life and remarried with man who did replace to be my step father. There is addition family and I have younger brother  It's joy and happiness family so far.

He was good handsome man, army, humor of sense, love to dance, confidence spoken, intelligent, love to care people to cherish. I'm happy have a father in my life.....

We love you and miss you and you will always be with us in our hearts

 Love, Channy \m/_