A letter to me

I can't believe that I found my old journals therefore did read journals, tell myself my teenager self what I wished for and what you can learn from my hard times.

Dear Chantal,

        Don't worry about being an outsider. You work so hard to be friends with girls who don't want to be around you. But don't EVER shape who you are for them. You wonder if  people always are right they say you're not skilled,talented,successful and that you  should give up your "DREAM" and goals. But you have to around yourself with people who respect, are honest with you, and support your goals.
       When things get tough, just remember that THIS IS A NECESSARY CHAPTER IN YOUR LIFE THAT'S UNFOLDING EXACTLY AS IT SHOULD. Someday you'll be living your dream but will still hear "NO" and you' ll still have to work hard and constantly prove yourself be successful. But you can't let someone else's "NO" define you, and you can't depend on one person or thing to make you happy. It's YOUR opinion of yourself that matters it makes you who are you.


                                                                                        Love,Me \m/_

P.S. One last bit of advice: keep a journal and writing continue it 's help you understand yourself feel better and what you want out of life.  


*Deaf can do anything Except hear* that's me!

Trivia Question: How to tell your lashes as your personality?

How to tell your lashes as your personality? (Mascara on!)

1. if your lashes thicken :  you are SeXy 
2. if your lashes length :    you are Diva
3. if your lashes natural:    you are Active
4. if your lashes curl:         you are Cool

So, I'm curious which one is your personality? 

Love, Channy \m/_ 

"I'm different"

my poem is

You're saying....

I'm different than you, mom

I'm different than my old friend, everyone

I wish I had best friend but my best friend who understand me that who I am

I'm unique different person that you're saying

I'm proud of who I am and where I'm coming from


Love,Channy \m/_

Copyright 2013 @(O_O)@

Get Killer Confidence!

1. I feel my best when I'm wearing dress up because they're just more comfortable to wear.
2.  The person I look up to the most is My mother always gave me the best piece of advice I ever received to mature, growing self esteem, be strong,proud to be deaf,wise also diva attitude because Life is doesn't owe me anything.
3. I'm not afraid to do something insane and make fun of myself.
4. when I wake up I feel the most confident, because I have no make up on, I'm in Pajamas and If I have friends come over, I don't care what I look, I have bad day to look horrible so I always messy nappy hair leave on and I think that the more natural, the better for me.
5. to be really mean and sarcastic flirt to boys. Boy like it when You're mean and that's what I'm best at.
6. I don't let a lot of people in  and be my very close friends because I'm more of  person if I don't know you, I try make new friend and get know to you but If I know you, I'm the most outgoing and talkative person ever. 
7. To stay grounded, just to love yourself and to love your body, because you're beautiful the way you are.
8. Now I'm just completely and really true to myself.

What's your killer confidence? .....

" To be truly confidence is to know that you're comfortable with you"

Love,Channy \m/_

Confidence Boost

Makeup give you a confidence boost, why you should try it too!

You know how you wake up and start getting ready like you're on autopilot? I do it first, my dress have to be perfect and more comfortable, look so good also sexy. Second my hair had to be perfect and I make sure our make up is right but when I started wondering why I feel the need to look so flawless: it is for me? is it for people I weren't sure, so we decided to do a little experiment. For a whole week at first my brain was racing,worrying that everyone was picking me apart.(did he see that pimple? is she judging me for my make up?  but something crazy happened as the day went on, I didn't get a single comment or weird look. Nothing seemed to change! and as the week went by, I realize that when I wasn't stressing about refreshing my lipstick, I could be totally tuned in to my friends and what was going on around me. It was almost like I had more energy when the pressure to look perfect was lifted. Don't get me wrong, I still  love to get make up, but now I actually feel my most confident with just a bit of blush and a dab of lip gloss. There's something so cool about walking out the door knowing that I'm accepting myself 100 percent before anyone else even has a chance to judge me.

Love, Channy \m/_